I don’t really know how to begin. I don’t really know what I’m trying to say with this post, but I feel like I should type because otherwise I’m going to stress out. I need to do my Theatre coursework, really, rather than writing this, but something’s come over me.
I was just on Facebook and looking through profiles of people that were my friends back at Crick High. It’s weird, but for a moment I missed it. I think it was just that back there everything was relatively simple – the people were relatively simple, and I had my select few friends and was fine with that. I didn’t have guy problems and this constant nagging need to be accepted which I sometimes feel here at AC.
That’s why AC is such a blessing and a curse at the same time. It makes me feel all these foolish negative things that I felt in Sing and was just coming to terms with – except now I have to try and get over that once again and there’s no time.
I was just on Facebook and looking through profiles of people that were my friends back at Crick High. It’s weird, but for a moment I missed it. I think it was just that back there everything was relatively simple – the people were relatively simple, and I had my select few friends and was fine with that. I didn’t have guy problems and this constant nagging need to be accepted which I sometimes feel here at AC.
That’s why AC is such a blessing and a curse at the same time. It makes me feel all these foolish negative things that I felt in Sing and was just coming to terms with – except now I have to try and get over that once again and there’s no time.
I feel so bad. I deleted the piece of writing that was for the new Theatre Coursework 2-day trail thing. Theatre First Year needed it. Oh, why? Silly, silly me.
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