It's All Right

Notice, the difference. It’s alright. It’s all right.
Which I feel like it is, at the moment. Even though I haven’t got anywhere with the PPP yet and I was hoping to finish it yesterday (oops) and next week is End of Codes, and I haven’t even started revision when everyone else is doing nothing but studying.

It still feels right, and good, and I am happy. Probably happier than I’ve been in a while – though I was thrown on Tueday, because of a video I don’t really want to think about. Shocked and horrified me to the core, and though the feelings are numbed I feel sick just thinking about it. So I won’t, I’ll pretend it didn’t exist.

Went to the gym yesterday and the day before, haven’t done much in terms of working (as previously mentioned) but I have found all of the music that I used to love listening to, and I think it was a [cheesy] part of me that was missing. Maybe that’s why I’ve been so all over the place yesterday. I didn’t know who I was, I didn’t have a way to get rid of all the pent-up aggression but music does that for me. I just hope I don’t overplay Fall Out Boy’s new album Save Rock and Roll to the point where in the future it becomes something I can’t listen to anymore…

I’d love to see them live. I’d love to see many people live. I just want to go to concerts. And dance. Honestly, I could just dance for the rest of my days. If dancing (obviously, not choreographed specific styles of dancing but my dancing) was a career choice, I would definitely go for it. To earn money for dancing? Awesome. But then I guess that’s pretty much the same as any other career in the Arts industry, and that’s what I love about it. You get to do what you want and get payed for it. Even if it is bloody difficult, getting to a place where that’s an ability.

Good times. Happy body. Happy mind. You know, just generally in a good mood.
Time to do some work.