Autumn Winds

Okay – so. Went for my doctors appointment today and apparently, I have to go for a blood test tomorrow? What’s that about? Now I have penicillin and they’re going to extract blood from my veins just on the off chance that I have glandular fever. Fabulous. Absolutely fabulous.
I’m actually almost too tired to be afraid. Honestly, after living with my throat like this and coming to the conclusion that I’ll do anything to make the pain go away, I reckon a blood test will be a breeze through the park. Only thing is it’s going to take away my morning free. Urgh. Sometimes I just don’t know…

Just realised that Fleet Foxes and Lost Lander sound very similar. Do they have the same singer? Or is it just me?

Also, was thinking about this last night; this is going to be the first break we’ve had with the first years here. It’s kinda strange to think about how close we’ve all become during the 8 or so weeks, and also the fact that I’ve been here for about 10 weeks. So much stuff has happened, so many people have been hurt, got over it, been in fights, forgotten about why, it’s crazy. I mean I know that’s the nature of AC but still I think it’s fascinating.

People are strange; I’ve been doing a lot of thinking recently, I don’t know if it’s good for me. I think it’s come about due to the fact that everyone I’m surrounded by is completely closed, completely absorbed in their own little worlds because they have so much to do. but also, people’s relationships with each other differ. So then, am I just weird? Because it seems like all my relationships with people are ones I put effort into, apart from a few. This could have to do with the amount of work everyone’s got on, but it’s true. Like the fact that most of my ‘best friends’, everyone (but one) in GLIPS, does not know about the Boy. Speaking of whom, we get on in a certain way that I think has been changing, which probably has to do with the Feels but it’s still interesting to notice.

Everything’s interesting, if you think about it that way. Also, I’ve been spending way too much time in my house. I really need to get out more, meet people, do things. But I guess I can do all of that after I come back from half term – and at which point I will have also done some, at least some, of my work.