He Calls Me Beautiful

I can’t believe that it’s been almost two months since my last post – so much has happened since then, but also at the same time not so much? I don’t know, two months in writing doesn’t seem that far away, but it feels like an eternity ago. Let’s start from the beginning:

So Lyssie’s Boyff broke up with her only a few days after my last post, which weirdly coincided with me getting to know a certain person fairly well. It was Tuesday the 11th that he first stayed over, and it’s nice to remember the date just because I like to know what’s been going on and how far things have progressed. So since then, Ry and I have steadily been building – to the point where, actually, we’re going out. Like. Boyfriend and Girlfriend. I met him through Lyssie, but now I know him as his own person, and it’s wonderful.

This is the problem I have with the past: I can’t say that I haven’t had boyfriends before, but none of them have ever matched up to this. I mean, as Mum says, this is a more “grown up” relationship – I happily gave him my V Card, after about a month and a half of us seeing each other – but it feels like tarnishing what this relationship is if I use the same word for Ry (Boyfriend) as I do for the boys I’ve been with in the past. What I have now is incredible; I’m so glad, all of a sudden, that I waited for it. I don’t want it ever to end, it makes my heart hurt believing that it could.

It’s only been two months, and that seems an impossibly short time for how I feel right now.

But yeah. He makes me feel fantastic. There’s not much else to say about it, I’ll have to write a poem or something.

In other news, got much closer to La (the long haired, crazy awesome sister of Podge) this term and we’re even going to direct and write a play for Term 3. This time next week I will be on my way to Brisbane to visit Mads, and I cannot wait! It’s going to be 10 days in the sun, with the friend I’ve known since I was 5, and I can drive now too so that makes everything even better. It’s going to be tough, 3 weeks not seeing Ry when we’ve only ever really gone about a week without seeing each other, but whereas in the past the distance has killed everything I felt I think this time it’s gonna be okay. We’ll Skype, and it’ll just be great when I see him again. But Mads first, Yay!

Unfortunately Lyssie has decided to leave Uni and go to Birmingham instead next year, but we’ll still have next Term together and because I don’t have any exams and stuff I’ll be able to spend time with her, which is nice. I’ve got AOC Summer again too! Which should be lots of fun, although I still need to do the paper work for it…

I think that’s pretty much everything updated, even if it is rather brief. I’ll definitely be trying to blog more, and Tuna and I are planning on finishing the RP this summer too so there’s another challenge! For now, stay fly.